After
some early
experiments (e.g.,
documenting my LA trip with
haikus),
and with the strong encouragement of an artist & zine-making friend,
I decided to make my own book / zine of haikus. I wrote a bunch and
gathered the best of them for a book of 32 (well, technically 31 as one
poem is a double-haiku). They cover some
of my pet themes like wealth accumulation, injustice, state-sanctioned
violence, veganism, racism, homophobia, politricks, as well as some
life events like a tough workout at the gym.
For most of my poems, my
process is
to take a theme which might involve a lot of complex reactions/thoughts
for me and try to distill that mental essay into the super-brief
5-7-5 syllable format of the haiku. Thus some of them can be quite
dense with feeling.
1,000
Paper Cuts was first self-published in 2012 and reprinted (with updated
credits/bio) in 2020. It's actually my 2nd haiku project
(following Stages of Love), although it is my
1st book. Available(free for
friends/family, 2$ for strangers).
Poems (2009-2012):
The Up-Side of Chemo Side Effects, Sibling Savior, Core
Training, Interruption, Vitamin D(earest), Chivalry Seesaw, Freedom
Through Falsity, Maturity, Nameless Fear, Religious Privilege, How to
(haiku), Mother Knows Best, Rhetoric, Our Patriarchy Is Better Than
Theirs, (3) Roots of Romance,
Lovesick, Abandon if you do, Abandoned if you don't,
Straight Weddings Are So Gay, Valentine's Day (is like White History
Month), Penpal Romance, 2-Party Blinders, District of C-notes,
Presidential Race, G. O.P. S.O.P., Authorized Life-taking, Acceptable
Entitlements, Retaliation, The Caring Corporation, one size fits most,
Got Smoke?
While I feel most of the poems stand on their own (some with sarcasm,
some pure and blunt), I feel some might benefit
from clarification:
The Up-Side of Chemo Side Effects:
one of my friends had cervical cancer (later made a full recovery,
fortunately) and this was one of my first ever haikus (as an adult)
which her partner had solicited as a creative way of getting friend
support during that awful chemotherapy time.
Mother Knows Best:
this was my star vegan
poem (& a probe of lacto-ovo vegetarianism); the "reproductive secretions" are eggs (i.e., bird placenta) and
milk;
why do humans steal them?
Our
Patriarchy Is Better Than Theirs:
this is about the horrific gender-based infantide &
gender-based
fetal abortions that have resulted in severe gender imbalances
(&
related problems) in countries like India & China (due to sons
being so highly favored); our patriarchal American Christians are
better as at least they don't weed out the girls.
Abandon if
you do, Abandoned if you don't: title is a play on "damned
if you do, damned if you don't" and poem is about the problem I was
seeing with my peers who seemed to abandon most of their friends once
they got into a serious relationship (e.g., married). More abstractly,
it's an objection about the tendency of people to look to romantic
partners to fulfil all their social and emotional needs (a fallacious
and isolating practice).
Presidential
Race: the title is a pun; the first line is a reference to
"The Audacity of Hope;"
the second line refers to his frequently stymied attempts to compromise
or gain bipartisan support; the third line refers to what many people
were saying about color-blindness and how they seemed to (naively)
believe that
his election meant we were in a "post-racial" society. Before
Obama got elected as POTUS, I said many times (to friends/family) that
this country wasn't ready for a black president. I was pleasantly
surprised when he won in 2012, but not surprised at
the nasty, protracted racist backlash that resulted (and
continued
well into 2020).
Acceptable
Entitlements: have
you ever heard someone talk about "entitlements" or "entitlement
reform" in the context of government? Those manipulative terms,
implying "undeserved benefits," are from (white)
middle-class or wealthy people talking about social welfare programs
like food stamps. This is outrageous & hypocritical
given the
many "entitlements" that middle-class and wealthy people
enjoy, especially the wealth and opportunity accumulation that
is passed on from parents to children (regardless of whether children
"deserve" it).