I’ve been thinking about aging a lot as I’m fading into the 3rd quarter of my 30s & so many friends/peers are in their 40s. Aging has always been gradual, but suddenly, it is all too noticeable. I got so used to my body as it was, but everything is changing. My general resilience has tanked; my skin, muscles, metabolism are all just a bit off. I’ve been getting more injuries which last longer & small physical inconveniences like headaches and tiredness can no longer be easily “powered through.”My energy, fortitude and tolerance are drastically reduced & it’s all a bit depressing.
I finally get why people have kids. Well, maybe not the primary reason in their conscious minds, but, wow, it a good way to avoid dealing with aging. To be wanted, needed, by a being so new, delightful, all-consuming. To be surrounded by external youthfulness is such a wonderful distraction from an inevitable and immutable self-decline. Continue reading “Aging”